It catches up with you...

It always catches up with you. It doesn't matter what "it" is, there are just days when there is some heavy, unknown "it" weighing on your mind.

Today, my "it" is a sinking feeling in the pit of my stomach. I feel as if I've failed somehow. I feel as if I have tried to do things differently and I don't like the result. All the wonderful things I've accomplished in the last two months seems fuzzy somehow, while all the situations that haven't gone as well jump out at me with glaring clarity.

On these days, sometimes I cry. But I also pray. I try look forward. I remember who I am and how much God loves that person.