Waiting

I'm not always impatient, but I do have trouble waiting sometimes. I usually don't mind waiting in line or in traffic. But that's not what I mean.

I know there's something good coming. I know there are many good things right now. I know things will work out.

Sometimes I just have trouble waiting for it to happen.

Sometimes I just get lost in the "now" and the doubt, frustration, worry and fear that can come with it.

Sometimes it's harder to just have faith and believe things will happen.

It's times like these I feel a bit stuck. I'm unsure of which direction to move in because I'm so focused on how things should turn out according to the plan I've worked out in the back of my mind.

I seem to forget my plan is not THE plan. No action is useless, no experience is wasted. I'm a part of a bigger plan. It's a plan we're all a part of. I haven't read the back of the book, so I don't know how it's going to turn out. And that's ok. Sometimes I just find it hard to wait.